POLAND

So I leave for Poland in 3 days, I'm so so so excited, it feels like I've been in the MTC forever and now I'll finally be able to preach the gospel to the Lord's people in Poland. It's been a rollercoaster of a week. I went to the doctor with some knee pain, and he said I'd torn my meniscus. He sent me to a specialist in Utah and I had an x-ray done, he also told me that I'd torn my meniscus and then I saw another doctor who also told me it was torn, so it looked like I'd be going home. I had an MRI scheduled and after the MRI I was going to find out whether I'd be going home or not, so I went and asked a district president in the MTC for a blessing. The moment he finished the blessing, I stood up and the pain was gone, and the MRI came back with no damage to my meniscus at all, such a miracle. 

Yesterday was thanksgiving and Elder Neil L Andersen came for the devotional and it was amazing. He told us to be grateful for all that we have and he bore such a powerful testimony of the Saviour, it was really moving and the words of this primary hymn came to my mind,

'love one another as Jesus loves you, try to show kindness in all that you do, be gentle and loving in deed and in thought, for these are the things Jesus taught.'

One of the best ways to follow the Saviour is to love those around us, and as we approach the Christmas season it is the perfect time to be kind to others. Think of someone you can serve, think of something you can do to help someone smile, and think of something you can do to lighten someone else's load. I promise you that you will find joy as you are in the service of others. 

Also, please please please all go and watch the new light the world video. It's called the Christ Child and it is amazing. Just type in LDS Light The World into your search bar and I'm sure you'll find it, and it'll help show the true meaning of christmas. 

Next time I email you all I'll be in Poland and I can't wait!

Speak soon,

Starszy Ashworth x

Me with Brother Eggert the MTC choir director. 

18 Words of the Saviour

This week has been another good week, I've laughed a lot and I've had so many things to be grateful for, so many reasons to smile and so many reasons to give thanks to god. I am so blessed to be a missionary, so blessed to have the Lord on my side and so blessed to have a knowledge of this gospel. The language has been coming along so good this week, I have a newfound desire to continue learning and expanding my ability to speak. It also helps having a brother who can speak Polish, it's such a cool opportunity to go to the places he went, and to walk where he walked and share those same experiences.

 I've been studying a lot recently about the restoration, reading about the importance of the Book of Mormon and how it can change lives. I have a testimony of that book and of its divinity, I know that there is power contained within its pages and I know that if anyone wants to draw nearer to God, then they can by reading the Book of Mormon and turning to God in prayer.

 The devotional this tuesday was amazing, it was given by Bishop Waddell of the presiding bishopric of the church. He spoke a lot about the Book of Mormon and its role in missionary work, and he also gave a really powerful message about the Saviour and his 18 words. The first 5 words were, "Here am I, send me." From the very beginning, the Saviour was prepared to be our Saviour and redeemer, to rescue mankind and to give us hope, to heal the broken hearted and help us on our way back home. Much like the Saviour I have accepted my call to serve, I have said 'here am I, send me' and the Lord is relying on me to do his work.

The next 7 words were, "not my will, but thine be done." In the greatest display of love ever shown, the Saviour submitted to will of the Father and partook of the bitter cup. He took upon himself the sins and the sufferings of all those who had lived, those who were living and those who would live, that they would never have to bare lifes burdens alone. He completed the atonement which is infinite and individual, and helps us to overcome all of lifes challenges and sorrows.

The next 3 words were, "It is finished." The Saviour finished His work on earth, He claimed victory over the grave and completed the atonement on the cross. I'm doing this for him, he never gave up on me, so I can't give up on him. He finished his course for me, so I'll finish mine for him.

The last 3 words were, "He is Risen." Christ lives, and I share with you my testimony that I know this is true. I know that my redeemer lives, he lives and he loves us. He loved us to the end, and he loves us still. He is our advocate with the father, he pleads for our cause, and he will never let us walk alone. I love Him and will stand as a witness of Him in everything that I do, because I am not ashamed to be His disciple, I am not afraid to stand for what is right.

Have a great week everyone.

Speak soon.

Starszy Ashworth x 

The Divine Gift of Gratitude

This week has been one of the best so far. It started off pretty rough because a lot of my friends were leaving who had finished their 6 weeks. My good pal Elder Degener left for the Belgium Netherlands mission and so I was gutted about that but I'm sure I'll make some new friends. I'll add some pictures hopefully next week because I haven't been good at that so far lol. 

The devotionals this week have been amazing. We got shown the new Light the World video this year and we got to see it early! Let me just say you're in for a treat. It is such a moving video, it is so real and we really get to see the journey that Joseph and Mary took, and their characters and their care for the baby Jesus. Also, the portrayal of the wise men is amazing, it had me in tears, I can't wait for you all to see it. 

I was kind of struggling to be positive this week, but this Thomas S Monson talk kept popping into my head, about the gift of gratitude. I was sat in class on Monday or Tuesday I cant really remember which, and I said the most simple thing in Polish but I used it in the right context and I was super happy with myself. But then I gave all the thanks to God, I was grateful for Him for helping me and answering my prayers, and after this I was even more happy, God had blessed me for being grateful and I felt the Holy Ghost in my heart. Think of what you're grateful for, write them down, even if it's the simplest of things and I promise you'll see Gods hand in your life, no matter who you are. 

I've had some good teaching experiences this week also, teaching has been a struggle of mine, especially when it's in Polish, but this week the Lord has shown me what I'm capable of through Him. I bore simple testimony of the Book of Mormon and of its truthfulness but for me it was one of the most powerful experiences I've had. It's amazing being a missionary, it's amazing being set apart from the world, having the Lord on your side always and knowing that Heavens help is all around you. 

Speak soon,

Starszy Ashworth x

We're on our own journey!

Hello everyone. 

Quick email this week as I don't really remember much of what's happened, it's been a blur, I just have some experiences to share and then a spiritual thought that really stood out to me this week. So in the choir this week we sang Joseph Smith's First Prayer! An amazing experience and one I won't forget, I am increasingly grateful for Joseph Smith and the man that he was, and it also amazes me to know that God and Jesus Christ appeared to him in our day, God hasn't abandoned us, he hasn't forsaken us, the windows of heaven are still open, miracles happen all around us each and every single day and I know gods hand is there in every little detail of our lives. 

Elder Dieter F Uchtdorf and his wife gave the devotional on Tuesday as well! It was crazy! For those who don't know who he is, hes an apostle of the lord. He's one of my heroes and we were so blessed to hear him speak, and to listen to his inspired council.

 The thought that really stood out to me this week came from Elder Uchtdorf's conference talk back in October, where he spoke about our adventure called life. Our branch president mentioned how we're on our own journey, and it made me think of the day I left on my journey and I remembered my mum and my dad, the tears that were shed and how hard it was for them to see their little boy go. And this got me thinking of our Heavenly Father, the day He sent His only begotten, to suffer, bleed and die for us on the cross. I think of the tears He must have shed as He heard his son cry out from the cross, 'father, why hast thou forsaken me.' While I am constantly reminded of the love that my Saviour has for me, this week I was reminded of just how much our Heavenly Father loves us. He loves us so much that He sent his own son to atone for us that we might be able to return back home to His presence. I know He loves us and knows us, I know He rejoices in our triumphs, and I know He matches every tear that we cry.

Speak soon,

Starszy Ashworth x 

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