Monday, 3 August 2020

If ever you're feeling down, if you need to be cheered up, go and help someone else.

So hello everyone! I've had another really good week. This week we had a mission-wide conference in Warsaw and it was amazing! It was one of the best times of my life, after all of the covid business and not seeing people and lack of interaction and lack of people etc. I finally got to see everyone and play sports and eat food and talk and just be present with other people. It was such a blessing, I'm not even huge on like gatherings and being in big groups etc. but human interaction is so so necessary. We've continued to teach those that we're teaching and we're having a lot of success but unfortunately Elder Yergensen and I will be leaving Rzeszów for lack of missionaries. A lot of them are going home but no one is allowed to come in so we're low on numbers right now. I'll be leaving next Monday which is sad as I've really come to love this place and the people in it. In all honesty it's been hard to feel like I've fit in on my mission, but in Rzeszów I felt like I belonged, and I really came to know that God needs me here, so I'll always be grateful for that and Rzeszów will always hold a place in my heart. I don't just feel like I'm on a mission but I feel like a missionary and that's been a big blessing for me.

I finished a 40 day read of the Book of Mormon in Polish and it was amazing. I've grown in these last 40 days and for one thing I think it's so cool to see how far I've come with the language, to think that I can read the Book of Mormon in 40 days and understand what's going on, it's special. But most importantly I came closer to my Saviour, I learnt a lot of Him and His character. I also gained a stronger testimony of the Book of Mormon. That book is powerful, it can and it will and it has, changed lives and you may wonder how, how can a book do that? But something special happens when you know that you're a child of God, when you know that He was willing to send His Child, His Only Begotten Son, Jesus Christ, to be the Saviour of the world. There's something special that happens when you know that God's joy is your joy, and that His one goal is for you to one day live with Him and be as He is. The Book of Mormon helps us to know all of this, and as we read with sincere desire, Heavenly Father speaks to us from His heart to ours in a way so personal that it could only ever come from Him. So read it, it'll change you.

Lastly, a little story of service. For me, the most joy I feel is in the little acts of service, the spontaneous type, where you don't think you just do. There was a man in a wheel chair wheeling himself up a small hill. He was going slow so I pushed him up the hill. For a moment I think he thought he'd found some extra strength and then he turned back and saw me and was like ah okay. I asked where he was going and he told me so I pushed him there. It wasn't far at all, but as I said goodbye he looked back at me and said thank you, and while I was looking into the eyes of a stranger, for a moment it seemed as though I was looking into the eyes of my Saviour, as though it was He who was saying thank you. I almost chased after him and gave him a hug haha but for me that was a really special moment. As I walked away the scripture from Mosiah came to mind, that as we are in the service of our fellow beings we are only in the service of our God. So if ever you're feeling down, if you need to be cheered up, go and help someone else. Do something to make someone smile, to lighten their load, because in the process you'll lighten your own. There is so much joy to be found in serving others, it brings feelings and rewards that can't be measured in a wordly sense, but it brings more satisfaction than anything else will. You will never regret doing something kind for someone else.

I love you all, it'd be nice to hear from you all, even if I don't have time to reply.

Starszy Ashworth x

Monday, 27 July 2020

A visit to a Jewish memorial.

Hey everyone,

It's been an amazing week here in Rzeszów. I went to a Jewish memorial on Tuesday with a man that we met just recently and it was in memory of 12,000 Jews that were killed by the nazis. It was a solemn occasion and one that I was privileged to be a part of. 


Wednesday I had exchanges with the elders in my district and it was really fun and we taught some good lessons and one of our friends is making really good progress. 

A mural to honour Irena Sendler who was a Polish humanitarian, social worker and nurse who along with her network rescued 2,500 Jewish children during World War Two.

Thursday I was able to have a lesson with some new people and they invited us into their home which rarely happens haha. It was a memorable experience and the family were some of the best people I've met here in Poland. I'm really happy and I'm really enjoying my time here. The best part about a mission is drawing nearer to the Saviour, and helping others to come closer to Him too.

Love you all,

Starszy Ashworth

Sunday, 19 July 2020

This place is a blessing!

Just a quick update. We've had a busy couple of weeks and we've got a lot of people we're teaching. It's been a lot of fun and I really do it love it here in Rzeszów, this place is a blessing. Fun story this week, we got locked out of our apartment and long story short we stayed in this strangers apartment, he gave us the keys and let us stay the night and then the next day he came back and helped us get back into the apartment. It was a fun experience to say the least 😂

Also, I've been learning a lot recently about grace, I feel its something that everyone needs an understanding of and I know I needed to understand it more. What I've learned is that we cannot earn salvation. Christ paid the price for Salvation with His own precious blood. He carried that burden from gethsemane to golgothas cross. Ours isn't the task of carrying that burden, ours is the task of allowing that sacrifice that Christ made for us, allowing His grace, to change us and refine us and to make us what Heavenly Father knows we can become with His help. We don't need to be perfect, we don't need do everything right 100% of the time, we just need to be filled with goodness and allow God's grace, given to us and through His Son Jesus Christ, to change us.

"Salvation cannot be bought with the currency of obedience; it is purchased by the blood of the Son of God." Dieter F Uchtdorf

Speak soon,

Starszy Ashworth

Monday, 29 June 2020

The light will come.

Hey everyone, it's been a while since I last wrote something! A lot has changed since then, I'm in a new city with a new companion and I love it. Its so amazing here in Rzeszów. I really have come to love this place already and the people in it. I feel at home and I feel that the Lord has a lot for me to do here and that's something that I honestly struggled to feel while I was in Katowice. 

I've had some really sweet experiences already as I've been here in Rzeszów but one of them was the other week during sacrament meeting. I'm in a group here in Rzeszów, it's not even a branch because there aren't enough members. There's maybe 3 or 4 members and then a family that lives a while out that switch between branches each Sunday. My first Sunday was just my companion and I and then 2 other members. The spirit during the meeting was so strong and as I broke and blessed the sacrament bread, and blessed the water, I was just filled with gratitude and love for my Saviour. I was so grateful to have been able to take part in that ordinance, and to bless it for our humble little group that Sunday. I felt the truth of the promise that when there are 2 or 3 gathered in Christ's name as touching one thing, then He is there in the midst of them. He was there in our midst that day and I was grateful to have blessed the emblems of His body and blood, and renew my covenant to always remember Him and to keep His commandments. I had the opportunity to share my testimony and each time I do I feel that testimony become stronger as the Holy Ghost will always be there to bear witness of the Father and the Son.

One thing I just wanted to add as well is this. When life gets hard, when days seem long, when it seems that the light at the end of the tunnel is never going to appear, Remember Christ. Don't give up, because He never gave up on you. He pressed on to the bitter end, and died of a heart broken. Look to Him and live and press on with whatever faith and hope and love you have.

The light will come.

Speak soon!

Starszy Ashworth

Monday, 8 June 2020

Strange doing normal things..

Hey everyone just a quick one today. We had a really fun week, I've laughed a lot and we've had some fun lessons and met with our friends again this week which is super fun. I went to a really good restaurant this week called Kafej, so if by the off chance you ever come to Katowice you neeeeeeed to go to Kafej. We also visited a museum which was really weird, it felt kind of normal but at the same time it was empty and it was just strange doing normal things haha. I got to learn about the history of Katowice so it was worth it.

I had a really fun time reading this scriptures this week. There was one scripture that really touched me this week from the Bible, when Christ is stood before Pilate, and Pilate sees that Christ is innocent. He turns to the Chief priests and exclaims, 'I find no fault in this man.' I was grateful again for my Saviour, and Pilate saw no fault in Him because there was no fault in Him. He was an innocent and holy Man, pure and full of love, yet He suffered all things for you and I. Pilate then goes on to say,' Behold the Man.'

My invitation for you all this week would be to consider how you can 'Behold the Man.'

Speak to you all soon,

Starszy Ashworth x



Tuesday, 2 June 2020

Czas leci


Cześć wszystkim!

This week was a busy week and it flew by. We have a lot going on with a few different people so the days are just going so quick which isn't a bad thing but like time is flying. We have a few people we're teaching and they're amazing people, it's been awesome getting to know them. We had a dinner appointment for like the first time in forever this week as well haha which was fun, and the food was great so it was a win win. Sunday was a really fun day, we taught a lesson in 3 different languages; Polish, Spanish and English 😂 it was such a fun time and probably the highlight of my week. I know 0 Spanish so I didn't know much of what was going on but it was still a really fun experience. Besides that I don't really remember many of the details, I've had fun studying, my Polish is improving slowly but surely and I'm happy here in Poland so life's good haha. 

I learned a lot this week about the Plan of Salvation. I'd been studying it again this week, and I just love how much the Book of Mormon tells us about the Resurrection and about how we'll all return to the presence of God at some point, whether we're good or bad. All of us, regardless of what we've done in this life will receive an immortal body, a free gift given to us through our Saviour Jesus Christ. We don't have to earn it, it's simply given to us because of the love that Heavenly Father has for us. This always brings me a lot of comfort, knowing that one day I'll stand before God again. I just hope and pray that that reunion will be a happy one, and that I'll be able to say I gave my all for Him. I hope and pray the same for all you as well.

I also learned that taking a picture with a chicken is really hard, but I did my best 😂

Have a lovely week everyone! 

Starszy Ashworth x